Well here I sit, with the last cup of hot tea for the year 2010, contemplating the last 12 months. So much has changed, yet at the same time I feel like I haven't really gone anywhere. I am stuck in that awful place of having no idea where I'm going in life. I thought I'd figured it out 4 or 5 times, only to find out it just led me to a dead end. Some days this makes me feel so lost, like I'm just not where I am supposed to be. But other days, like today, I remember that I am young and have so much time to figure it all out. I have people around me that I love and that, thankfully, love me back. So on this beautiful, sunny New Years Eve, I am thankful to be here. I have absolutely no idea where it will lead me, but I can't wait to find out.
love that cup. and I understand exactly what you are feeling right now... my mom keeps reminding me things will fall into place. It's so hard when I'm not sure what will make me happy, I'm hoping that I know in the next few months... I graduate in May!
ReplyDeleteWow only 4 months! I'm sure you will figure out what to do and how to be happy doing it :) What is your major?
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